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February 24, 2012

need to grow a backbone

To live an deniable number of years partially hidden by a fog of memories must mean a long time. Still, it hasn’t occurred to me to grow one of those sturdy things you have on your back. For example, why couldn’t I say that I didn’t want to? Why can’t I just say that I don’t want to now?

Sometimes, I think I use the indecision to escape eventual blame. But then I always find myself trapped in situations I never really wanted to be in. How the hell or where in the world do you get one those things called a backbone?

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